Often I would have gone for the numerous class outings dished out by the respective organisers. Really appreciate all their efforts in making such memorable outings and gatherings. However, strangely, I decided not to attend the most recent one which occured yesterday. Do not ask me for the reason. Be it, the rain, my mood , my tiredness or whatsoever, I just felt that it was not the day for me to go for such an event. Blame it on myself, my weird moods and personality. I was totally shocked when I found out that I have decided not to go as well.
Many a times, I have rejected outings one by one. At least eight this year. Strangely, I have never been able to come out with a logical and rational reason for the above occurence. Maybe, I am just plain lazy? But plain laziness is definitely not the only cause. Maybe, I just needed to be alone....yah. I guess so. I am strange and indecisive such that I cannot really fathom myself. Maybe, someday, through my horrible and rapid mood changes, I would have lost many valuable friendships.
Maybe someday.
But for now, I have enjoyed my respite totally and is now charged for the coming week as well as the coming year, I hope. Melancholic December is here yet again. The chilling winds and the frequent rains. Let them wash away everything undesirable from 2003 and blow everything memorable into while hard skull. Also, to bring goodness and hope for 2004.
