Hmm...a fellow workman commented that this week has been extremely weird, cos it is so stressful and bad. Somehow, coincidentally, it has been raining for the past few days. Hai!~ I don't feel comfortable as well. Feel a sense of impending doom, just that I do not know what it is. It may sound like paranoia, but somethings are just impossible to explain. Hopefully, the week beginning on the 29th will begin on a good note, and hopefully, wash and clear away all these unwanted happenings.
Talking about paranoia, realised that psychiatry is really challenging. There is no scientific tools like the X-ray, ECG or what-so-ever to assist you in diagnosing a particular illness. It really takes a good listening ear, a sharp mind as well as a tender-loving heart to understand the root of the problem and give an accurate diagnosis. hmm.....really fortunate to be able to work at the present place where I get to at least learn the common illnesses as well as the common medication used for treating such illnesses. Hmm....it ranges from antipsychotics, to antidepressants to sedatives as well as other more complicated terms.....haha...so I guess, it is a worth-while experience. Right?
Saw the performance indicators, a.k.a, school ranking for this year. Glad that MSHS rosed a little and managed to clinch a spot in the value-added category, which I suppose is a rare occasion that needs to call for celebration! hahahaa.......
glad that my college managed to maintain its standards......but at the end of the day, I guess, this ranking thing is not that important after all. Is just another form of statistics arranged in ascending order. It could have been arranged in descending order....but will people take notice of it then? Maybe they will. Just a few numbers and yet it seems so precious to so many people. hmm.....as my sister is taking PSLE soon, took a glimpse of it and realised that her affiliated school has dropped quite a bit. It has become something like stock market, i guess, rises and fall. But, I guess what is important is the desired outcome of schools. I am sure I do not want her to be merely become an academic robot that can only vomit out chunks and chunks of information.....hmm.....that is scary. yah.
Had dinner outside today at Colours of the Bay@Esplanade. Well, i do really feel like a swaku. Guess I am one as well. I dare not even pronounce some dessert name in french, so i just pointed. Thought that it was a cake or something, but in the end, it turned out to be some crispy thing with cream. So embarrassing.......ah!! But it was nice la. hai!~ Saw a lot of people queing outside a really dark place, thought it was some cinema, but later found out that it is a popular club called centro or something......hmm...Centro in portuguese means Centre or Central. hmm....yah....so i was like, "Shall we watch a movie?" Just to find out that it was not a cinema.....hai!~
I learn new things everyday, but sometimes, I really feel like Jingjing in Holland V. Like what she says, Carrot cake is forever carrot cake and Cai Tau Kueh is forever Cai Tau Kueh.........hmm..........
