well, i don't like the feeling of being buried by piles of work. I am sure you don't too. Somehow, this kind of things seem to happen to me all the time. Perhaps, I attract work. Or maybe....I just don't mind my own business enough. It is getting irritating at times when I know that I can choose not to be involved in something.....but somehow or another I became involved in it....is not the simple kind of involvement...but rather stuck in it. Felt helpless at times and near to tears sometimes. But...what to dO? Hai!~
I learnt a very precious lesson while working at this place. Realised that if you are a perfectionist, don't you ever dare to exploit the rest till they are totally dried just to fulfil your own perfectionistic goals. I mean, you want to impress people, I am fine with it. But why, pull the rest with you? Or, you want to do the best in your work and feel satisfied? Why are the rest involved? I have always believed in teamwork. But, sacrificing other's work and time just for yours, is not teamwork lor! It is more like a tyrant dictatorship.
Nevertheless, I still feel happy to be able to work there as it is really a mini window to the world.......hmm....hehe.
Had dinner with a long time no see friend today. Realised that he is doing very fine and seems that he is pursuing his dream step by step. I think fulfilling dreams is a very worthwhile thing to do. But, just don't overdo it.....or you will end up depressed. really!
