The sky was very dark as I travelled on the bus yesterday.....felt that there was no hope in this world and that I felt a little helpless......after hearing news from my fellow workmate that something fatal had happened. Somehow, I knew that I was not responsible for it at all but there was auditory haunting as I felt I was the last contact and thus some responsibility. Well, fortunately, realised that people at the workplace were very caring lor! Counselled me and told me that I could always look for them for any problems and that I had 0% responsibility here. Phew......did not know that they could be so approachable! hahah......
After work, I went to meet my good friends at Suntec City. Have not seen them for a very long time. Still look and feel the same.....we walked around and they managed to cheer me up quite a bit! haha....but I was sick...urgh! Had fever and so on....so the outing had to be shortened. Anyway, really would like to thank them for also....counselling me....and help me regain hope and cheers. Was also counselled by my parents as well....haha....after this incident, made me think that I might not be very suitable to study abroad. Perhaps, is better to stay intact as I tend to need a lot of emotional support in times of difficulties....hahaha......guess the incident was some kind of a warning signal!
Went to Tampines to try to locate a clinic so as to see a doctor. However, all clinics were closed! Urgh! Was so weak and desperate to see one. Asked a cyclist if he knew where I can see a doctor. He said, "you can try there." But where? In the end, I took a taxi to see the doctor at CGH. By then, my fever had risen to 38.4 degrees celcius.
hai!~ in the end, found out that I had throat infection and was given quite a lot of medicine to combat it. Felt better after consuming those medication though. hehe
Life is so unpredictable just like the sky....sometimes....it rains, sometimes there is thunderstorm, sometimes.....it is just cloudy....sometimes it is very sunny....hmm.....at least the sky looks much more clearer and beautiful now...hehe
