Do i actually give people the impression that i am Anti-Social? There is this person who keeps insisting that I am anti-social when i do not even know him well enough or vice versa. Having see people with real ASPD (Anti-Social Personality Disorder), I really doubt the same applies to me....is totally two different worlds. I guess the term anti-social is used too lossely most of the time.....
I just realised that growing up is not a very pleasant thing....especially when people keeps telling you that you have already reached the big 2! with a kosong. Don't really like that feeling. I believe many people who know me, know that I can't possibly be like someone of that particular age at this point of time.....perhaps, I am just reluctant to accept the fact or do something about it. hahaha.....but i like the way i am presently. At least, I feel happy everyday and not depressed or whatsoever......and not involved in complicated wars with the emotions or the mind like my peers who are in the Uni or working. I am a happy person. haha.
Talking about being happy. I guess as you get older, it will be even tougher for you to remain happy as you shoulder on more responsiblities and have to or sometimes forced to make certain critical decisions. Remember the days when we were are children, days past by in school followed by a game or two after school and then cartoons and more games....then you go to sleep. Everyday seems to be so happy and stress free. However, as you age, things change...relationships become complicated, emotions gets entangled easily, the different variety of feelings come into play, ranging from jealousy to anger to whatsoever.
Well, I strive to be happy and did something stupid today while leaving the place in darkness.
Let D be my fellow workman and M be myself.
M: "Did you hear something?"
D: "No, what did you hear?"
M: "Something! Something!"
D: "Dun think so?"
M: "What if there is really some....thing....?"
D: "Ah! Quick!!! RUn!!!"
D & M: "AH..............!!!!!!"
and we ran....and ran....and ran.......
It is quite stupid cos it was all created....but i felt happy to have at least relived some of my childhood memories.
